Jiyuu ga aru Basho

Atatakai Egao: Side story of Nishiyuki Itsuki

「自由がある場所。。」A place where freedom is..

"Hey did you hear?"
"What?"
"There's a rumor that guy slept with one of our sempai.."
"Eh? For real?"
"Yeah and what its a guy.. Someone saw them.."

Its not that I like it. I've been forced to do those thing just for their own greed. It was always like this every time I go to school. Its like I lost everything..

I want to be free from this cage where I've been locked. But how? I've been looking for answer but I cant find. No one can set me free from this place, from this sorrow.

The rumor was been spread in all the campus for not knowing the truth. My sempai's forced me to have sex with them in the rooftop of the school. Its was like a rape. But I have no choice, I dont have energy to fight back. They left me torn in that place.

When they feel to do it, they always look for me. It happened many times. They do as they wish. I want to resist but all I can do is cry.

Someone saw the scene, I thought he will help me but not. The rumors been spread out all inside the campus. I was so pathetic that I dont know what I am going to do when that rumors were been spread out. They look at me that I am dirty man, but its not. I once tried to explain everything about what happened to my home teacher and subject teachers but they dont believe me. No one believes in me.

I lost. I am too weak. It sucks to be stuck in a cage like this that nowhere to find where is the exit. I am hopeless.

But, it was month ago.

"I told you! I dont want to live with a man like you!"
"Just shut up! Even I.. You also have an affairs, aren't you?!"
"... What did you say?!"
"I saw you! Its better if we got divorced!"

My life become really worst. My parents were got divorced. Both of them have affairs and my life really is ruined. I cried when I heard them fighting.

The next day, mom talks to me. She said I'm gonna be transferred in a province. I am gonna live with my older brother who already married.

"I talked to your brother and he accepted it. I will leave this house as soon as possible.. So.."

I just bow my head and cant look at my mom's face. I dont know what face she is making. I have thoughts that she will live at her new boyfriend's house while my dad will start living with her new girlfriend when my mom starts to leave.

Its better too if I leave this place.. I might be set free..

Just what I thought but inside I am lonely. Lonely for being all alone by myself. I always thought that if I lived with my brother I might be out of place since he got his own life already.

But I was mistaken. I start living with my brother in a province and I saw him so very happy. Me and my brother close to each other when he is still not married. I saw him very nice to his wife and kids.

Because of that, my tears went fall and they were shocked. It was too pain for me to be like this. Seeing a happy family like this is makes me so happy.

"Nii-san.. Please treat your family gently.." I said it while I am sobbing. My brother smiled at me and they both hug me.

My tears wont stop. I feel empty before but now my life is slowly changing.

I start to go to school where I've been transfered. It was my first time to be in a place like this. A beautiful places where you cannot find in a city. A fresh air where I can relax. It was like a freedom.

I want to go in every places here where I can enjoy and find happiness..

I am so nervous for being transfered here in my new school. Always thinking if I can find a friend.

"Are you ready? Just introduce yourself in normal way. No need to be nervous."

Thats my new home teacher said but I am feel nervous. I act in normal way as I could, I introduced myself in composed manner. My classmates were looking at me, whispering to each other. I thought I make a mistake. They're looking at me blushing.

"Hey.. Is that really a boy? He looks like a girl.."
"Yeah. He is super cute."

I heard their whispering. I know this will be happened. I ignore everything I heard.

When I sit in a vacant chair, a guy looking at me. He seems no interest at me at all. I sit beside him.

"Please to meet you." I smiled at him and I sit. When I look back at him he is blushing.

I asked him to shared with me his notes and when I glance at him, he is blushing. I feel like something's wrong about me.

Days passed and I become so closed to this guy who I'm sitting beside with, named Yoshimura. I started hanging around him and I feel happy when I am with him. He guides me in every places I want to go. It was like I am a bird who just been set free from a cage and start to fly far away from that place.

Many happens but until I realized I am in love with him and keep it secret from him. But I never expected he feels the same way.

As the moments passed by without noticing I am loving this place. Its good that I went to a place like this and found the true freedom I am looking for. I hope it will become like this forever, to start forgetting about my past and be strong from now on.

END.

Atatakai Egao

「温かい笑顔」A warm smile

A nice scenery, a quiet place, a fresh air. This is a place where you can relax, a place where far from the city.

There where was a high school boy that came from a large city called Tokyo. He was been transfered in this place when his parents were divorced two weeks ago. He is now living with his older brother who is already married and have two kids. He was transferred in all boys school.

"I'm Nishiyuki Itsuki, please to meet you all." he greet his classmate in a normal tone. His classmates keep staring at him because of his looks. Itsuki looks like a girl that you cant tell that he is a guy. Everyone is blushing while staring at him. They keep chatting. There teacher asked them to keep quiet. Itsuki sit in a vacant chair.

"Yoshimura, guide him later in this school." their teacher asked him. Itsuki is sitting beside  of Yoshimura. He keep looking at Itsuki.

"Please to meet you." Itsuki said it with a warm smile. Yoshimura was surprised with his smile and he suddenly blush.

Wait, why I am blushing..?

"Uhmm.." Itsuki started approaching Yoshimura. Yoshimura was surprised when Itsuki started talk with him.
"Y-Yes?"
"Can I share notes with you?"
"S-Sure.."

Yoshimura shared his notes with Itsuki. Yoshimura seems awkward. Itsuki look at Yoshimura while he his blushing. Yoshimura asked him if he has something in his face, Itsuki just shaked his head and smiled at him. They start talking to each other. They become friends. They always go to school together.

Because of Itsuki's look, every guy in the school were in keep looking at him with lust. Yoshimura who dont know more about Itsuki tag along with him. They always together, eating lunch in the rooftop and chatting about more interesting stuffs. People keep looking between the two who always together everyday, they think that they're dating. Because it was all boys school, no girls are allowed, they always making a lusting look when they're looking at Itsuki. Yoshimura noticed himself that he was already fall inlove with Itsuki.

It was lunch break, when both Itsuki and Yoshimura eat there lunch in the classroom. While eating there lunch they talks about the beautiful place where you kind find near in the school.

"Ah, Itsuki I brought a magazine. Take a look." Yoshimura brought a magazine that full of nice places. Itsuki was so happy when he look at a beautiful place where can be found near them. He asked Yoshimura to bring him in that place. Yoshimura smile at him and promised that he will guide him in the places he wants to go. Itsuki thanks him in a warm smile while blushing.

It seems I am falling in love with him...

Yoshimura thought while looking at Itsuki. They did visit the places where Itsuki wants to go. Enjoying there youth, go to a place where they can relax. Watching movie in a cinema just the two of them, eating in a fast food and etc. They visit the places just using Yoshimura's bicycle, sharing with Itsuki. They really enjoying there everyday lives.

It was another day and another class. Yoshimura noticed that Itsuki is not present in the class. After the class he came to look for Itsuki. He think that he might be in the rooftop. He heard a screaming noise. Yoshimura keeps walking until he reached the rooftop.

"STOP!"
"Woah, he really looks like a girl."
"Please, sto-"

Yoshimura was shocked in what he saw. He saw Itsuki were attacked by his three sempai. Because of the shocked he just stood looking at them. Itsuki cant resist, he just keeps screaming and crying. Itsuki saw Yoshimura looking at him, he was shocked and keep crying that looking for a help but Yoshimura hide himself and run because Itsuki saw him. He keep running until he reached his house. He straight in his room, and think about what happened. Yoshimura keeps thinking about Itsuki being raped by his sempai. He keeps imagining Itsuki's erotic face while being rape. He became hard after seeing Itsuki's naked body and he start masturbated himself thinking Itsuki as a girl.

"...Ahhh.." Yoshimura cum just masturbating.
.. Shit! What I am doing?!

It was morning and Yoshimura came first in the room. He was spacing while thinking about Itsuki. Yoshimura was surprised when he heard Itsuki greeting him a good morning while smiling at him.

".. M-Morning.." Yoshimura is sweating and greet him in a low tone. He thinks that for Itsuki it nothing happened yesterday. Itsuki still acts normal when he still with Yoshimura. But Yoshimura keep avoiding him after what happened that day. He cant look at Itsuki's eyes. The classed are all done when Yoshimura is about to leave the room when he saw Itsuki's notes. He thought that Itsuki might forgot his notes and he look for him. He cant find Itsuki everywhere. Only one thing comes in his mind.

"Maybe he is in the rooftop.." Yoshimura uttered to himself. He went in the rooftop to look for Itsuki. When Yoshimura opens the door he saw Itsuki stepping in the barricade of the rooftop. Yoshimura was shocked when he saw Itsuki and he shouted Itsuki's name.

"..Yoshimura.. What's wrong?" Itsuki look at Yoshimura. Yoshimura were freeze and thought that Itsuki will suicide. Itsuki just laugh at Yoshimura's face.

"You thought Im going to suicide?" Itsuki keeps laughing at Yoshimura. Yoshimura just nodded his head and become speechless.
"This barricade is just the same height as me but.. I cant see the places below properly so I stepped here to take a look."

Itsuki explained everything to Yoshimura that he just want to see the places surrounded by the school.

"The view is so beautiful, that's why I like to take a look from here." Itsuki said it with a warm smile. But Yoshimura still become speechless. Itsuki just look at Yoshimura. It almost sunset when Itsuki saw it.

"Woah. That sunset is beautiful." Itsuki make a warm smile when he saw the sunset while Yoshimura looking at Itsuki's smiling face.

"This is my first time to see a place like this. I always been in Tokyo when I was young, so... I was so happy when I came here in this place. Even its just a short time..." Itsuki looking in the sunset with a warm smile and Yoshimura noticed him and surprised and he keep silent. Yoshimura keeps thinking about what happened yesterday.

"Its getting late.. I need to go now." he passed by Yoshimura and reached the door and he opened it.

What do you mean by just a short time? Are you leaving me now...?

"About yesterday... Im sorry!" Yoshimura apologized to Itsuki. Yoshimura seriously apologized to Itsuki. Itsuki suddenly stop and just keep silent in a few minutes. He look at Yoshimura and make a force smile in his face.

"You dont have to worry about it."
"B-But.."
"It was the same too in my previous school. They bullied me in that way.. So.. I will stay the same.." Itsuki just make a force smile looking at Yoshimura. Yoshimura was hurt.

"I.. I promised that I wont run away again.. I dont want you stay like that.."
"..Eh? What do you mean?"
"I will promised you that I wont leave you again like what I did yesterday. I want to treasure you.."

Itsuki become speechless in what Yoshimura said to him. He looks at serious face of Yoshimura. Yoshimura bow his head and asked to believed at him. Yoshimura is blushing while his head down and Itsuki dont have an idea what kind of face that Yoshimura making right now. Yoshimura holds both Itsuki's hand.

"... I promised, I will definitely treasure you, so please dont leave.. Please." Yoshimura begging himself while bowing his head, holding both hands of Itsuki.
"Its looks like a confession.." Itsuki make a warm smile and his tears suddenly fell and Yoshimura look at Itsuki's face seriously.

"Yeah.. Itsuki I like you.." he confessed straight forward to Itsuki and he hug him tight.

Itsuki keeps on crying and returned Yoshimura's feelings..

END

Kawaii kutte Tomaranai

「かわいいくって止まらない」

I'm Yoshihara Genki, 20 years old. I've been having a part time job in a family restaurant for 2 months already. I'm actually the type that who is not good at entertaining people. But...

"... W-Welcome.." Genki greet a customer, carrying a baby, in a scary face. The baby stared at him in a teary eyed and the baby suddenly cried.

".. Ah.." he keep in sweating after he saw the baby crying.

The other waiter apologized in the customer in what happened. Instead having lunch in the restaurant, they leave immediately. The other waiter wave his hand in the baby and left.

Genki know it that he is not good in entertaining people and always have a poker face. He once asked the manager before to change him in the kitchen area instead being a waiter but..

"You are a good looking, so I will make you stay in service area." manager bluntly said that to Genki. Genki cant refuse in what the manager requested.

... Waaa! I did it again.. What should I do? I dont know how to smile... Plus.. I'm lack at entertaining people..

Both Genki's palms are in his face. He keep making a scary face thinking about what happened lately. His coworker, who is same in service area, looking at him and went close to him.

"You make that baby cry." he grin and keep teasing Genki by repeating the same words to him.
"Geez! Shut up Reno! Even me I dont like that baby to cry..." he is already pissed off because of Reno keep teasing him.

Maida Reno is Genki's sempai at work, but Genki is one year older than Reno. Reno was the one in charge to train Genki in greetings and cashier since Genki start working as a part time job. After teasing Genki, Reno always cheering him up and that makes Genki feel better. Reno always says to him that he is a good guy yet always making a poker face that makes Genki angry at him. But even Genki get angry Reno just keep smiling at him that Genki always feel at ease.

They always have the same break. In break time Reno always giving Genki an advice how to greet a customer in a right way. They always practicing in break time. But for Genki its hard to do it in practical.

"Let's do this again tomorrow." Reno looking at Genki who is been stressed. He just smile at him. He know that Genki is doing his best for this job.

"... Yoshihara-san, by the way why you chose this place to have a part time job?" Reno asked him for the changed topic. Genki was surprised when he asked about it.
"I lived near here, so I chose this place."
"I see.. Living alone?"
"Hmm.. Yeah." looking at Reno straight in his face. Reno smile at him and tell him if he can visit in his apartment. Genki bluntly refuse him. Reno look at him, he joke around that he might saw Genki's porn magazines and laugh. Genki excuse himself shouting at Reno that he dont have that kind of thing. Reno keeps laughing when he saw Genki is guilty about it.

This guy.. He is younger than me and keep teasing me..

Uttering those words while looking at Reno while laughing.

Both Reno and Genki are same college students. These past few days, Reno and Genki have the same shift. Reno sometimes came at work early when his class ends early that makes his shift changed sometimes. Today Genki came first. Genki was in the cashier area to assist the customer who will going to pay already. He still not used being a cashier though he works for 2 months already. He push the wrong button that makes an error in the computer. He was shocked and dont know what he will going to do. The customer just looking at him sweating and scared looking at Genki's face. Genki is panicking and dont know which button should he push. Suddenly Reno came and apologizing in the customer for the error and manage the cashier area.

"Thank you very much." Reno bow his head while the customer leaving. Genki looking at him and feel depressed.

Reno can do anything.. While me..

Genki feel depressed in what happened again and keep thinking negative thoughts. Reno glance at him. Genki noticed Reno looking at him and he bow his head to Reno and apologize in what happened and thanking him for helping in the error. Reno just smile at him.

"Dont mind it." saying it to Genki with a smile. Genki kinda feel better after in what happened. The delivery man came to deliver the stock. Reno was the one who assist him and Genki help him carrying the stock to the stock room. Genki looks fine already and keep smiling again while helping Reno.

It was rainy Saturday morning. Both Genki and Reno are in the morning shift. Morning breakfast is open until eleven in the morning. Only three persons are in the service area include Reno and Genki. It was busy morning, Reno who is taking orders and Genki noticed that someone in the cashier area but there's no one in the cashier area to assist. He went and assist the customer when suddenly the line become long. He was shocked when he noticed it and suddenly panic. Reno saw the line is long and he saw Genki in the cashier, panicking. Reno called Yano who is cleaning the table and asked him to change position with Genki.

"Change with me. Go clean up the tables.. Tsk! Can you do your work properly?!" Yano sigh and rub his head while passing by Genki. Genki was shocked in what his co-worker said to him.

It was lunch break when Reno saw Genki sitting in the corner. He went close to Genki and asked him what he is doing sitting in the corner. Genki just look at him with a gloomy face. Reno knew already why Genki is depressed. Reno asked Genki to do a practice with him. Reno act as a customer while Genki act as a waiter, practicing about the cashier and orders. Genki repeat what Reno saying and he is doing fine while having a practice with Reno, but without noticing Reno asked him..

"Welcome. Today what color of boxer you are wearing?" Reno asked him with a serious face yet he is just teasing Genki.
"Welcome. Today what color of bo-" he repeat what Reno said, he stop after noticing that Reno asked him wrong. He was pissed off and calling Reno's name in angry face. Reno keep laughing.

"You're doing well in practicing, it just you are nervous at work." Reno smile while saying it to Genki.
"Yoshihara-san, you can do it." Reno added and pat Genki's head while smiling.

Genki was surprised in what Reno said to him and he feel like having a self confidence. It was few days past when Genki used at serving people, it was all thanks to Reno. He got some self confidence already and Reno noticed that too.

"Yoshihara-san you seems used at serving people now.." Reno smile at Genki.
"R-Really? Its all thanks to you Reno." being motivated by Reno's words, he thanks Reno and make a warm smile. Reno surprised in Genki's expression, he went close to Genki's face and pat his head.

"You did well Yoshihara-san."
"D-Dont treat me like a kid!" he was pissed off when Reno treat him like a kid and Reno just keep on laughing at him, teasing him. Suddenly a customer came in the cashier area. Genki surprised when he saw the customer.

"Oh, is that you Genki?" Hiragi, a guy with an eyeglasses who is Genki's classmate in university. He wave his hand at Genki. Greeting each other. Reno noticed it, Genki was happy when he saw Hiragi and it makes Reno become speechless. They're talking to each other when Hiragi noticed Reno.

"Ah, you there.. This guy might look scary in his good looking face but he is a good guy, so be nice to him." putting one's arm over the shoulder of another and laughing while saying it to Reno. Genki cant argue with him. Reno just make a fake smile while saying he will become nice to Genki. Hiragi left already after talking to Genki.

"Yoshihara-san." Reno called Genki and he look at Reno.
"Please dont have a chat like that while you are at work, good that today has no customers." Genki was surprised in what Reno said, he just nodded his head and Reno walk out after saying it to Genki.

Reno is angry..? Well, what he said is true.. I'm really an idiot!

Genki realized it that Reno is correct. He apologized to Reno with a low tone. When the next day came, Reno and Genki are in different shift. It was morning and Genki and Yano are same morning shift while Reno is in the night shift. It was past twelve in the afternoon, Genki's break time is done and ready to go back to work when he noticed Reno's shift.

"Today Reno is in the night shift, huh?" he looks in the bulletin board and went outside to continue in his work when he saw the people lining in the cashier area and no one is there. Yano is taking orders when he saw Genki.

"Yoshihara! What are you doing looking at the cashier? Go and assist them!" Yano scolding Genki for spacing out. Genki went in the cashier and assist the customer.

Both Yano and Genki shift is done. He went in the locker to change clothes, he saw Yano changing already.

"Im leaving now, good work today." Genki leaving with a smile and his manager responsed to him. Genki forgot his cellphone in his locker and went back. He excuse himself that he forgot something. When he was near in the locker room, he heard Yano talking to their manager.

"Manager, please fired Yoshihara. If you know, he dont do his work well. He just make trouble everyone at work, I'm also troubled by that." Yano complaining in their manager and Genki heard it.

I.. I am just giving troubled everyone?

He left when he heard what Yano said to their manager. He just forget about his phone and straight home. He keeps thinking what Yano said and being depressed about it. He thinks too that he was been troubled Reno. He remember that Reno got angry at him yesterday. Even Genki thinks that he is doing his best at work but it become opposite and thinks negative.

The next day came, both Genki and Reno were in the same shift again. Reno noticed that Genki is not doing well, he went and talked with Genki and asked that he did something again. Genki responsed to him that he dont know too in a poker face. Reno was shocked in what Genki said. Reno is worried about Genki and asked him again.

"Really.. Did something happened again?"
"... Uhmm. I- I guess I will quit this part time job.."

Reno was shocked. He just let Genki finish what he will going to say. He listening at Genki very well. Genki said to Reno that he is just troubled everyone and he dont want it also with Reno. Reno clenched his fist, he asked Genki who said that thing to him. Genki wont look at Reno's face and wont tell who said that to him.

"Just tell me!" Reno get angry. Genki was scared when he saw Reno's scary face. Because of being scared he tells everything at Reno that he just heard it from Yano talking with the manager. Reno really get pissed and hold Genki's arms tight.

It... Its hurt. Reno is scary when he is angry..

Genki thought it while looking in scary face of Reno. He was so scared and cant do anything. Reno pulled Genki and yelling calling for the manager. Genki was scared and cant stop Reno. The manager was shocked when he saw Reno's yelling and asked him what happened. Reno blurt out everything about Genki quiting about the part time job.

"You know this guy, he is doing his best assisting the customers yet you will fired him?!" Reno added and panting. The manager was shocked and dont understand what is happening and he asked Genki who told about firing him at work.

"Haaa?!" Reno still make an angry face when the manager asked Genki about it. Genki feels the angry presence of Reno. Genki tells everything in what he heard in Yano and the managers conversation. After hearing it, manager become speechless for a minutes.


"Everyone?" he asked Genki. The manager dont think he is a troublesome to everyone. Manager said his own thoughts that he dont want Genki to be fired and he said to Yano that he saw that Genki is doing his best. So the manager dont think about firing him. Genki was touched in what manager says to him. The manager left, and Genki feels the angry aura of Reno.

"So.. It was just me who is being hyper here and misunderstand everything.."

Woah! Reno is so scary...

Genki was sweating because of scared. He apologized at Reno and asked him to go in his apartment for the cause what he did. After work, both of them went straight at Genki's house. Reno still feel depressed because of what happened lately, he is hiding his face with his both arms in his knees. Genki feels awkward. Reno take a glimpse at Genki when he saw blushing face of Genki and smile at him.

"Reno, thank you." he make a warm smile while thanking Reno. Reno was shocked in Genki's expression. He suddenly grab Genki and hug him tight. Genki was surprised.

"W-Wh-"
"Tsk! Why you making that kind of cute face in front me?!"
"C-Cute... W-What are you talking about..?"
"Isn't obvious. You're cute in front of me because I like you."

Genki was shocked in what Reno said to him. He was speechless. Reno released him and touch Genki's lips and he kissed him deeply. Reno pushed down Genki in the bed while holding both arms of Genki. Genki was surprised. Reno start kissing him in the neck.

"W-Wait! Reno, you know what are you doing?!" Genki is blushing while yelling. Reno looked at Genki's face with lust and said that he know what he is doing. He licked Genki's ear, he start removing his clothes. Genki was shocked when Reno removed his clothes, he cant resist.

"... Yoshihara-san, if you know I'm a sadist.. So.." Reno start pulling down Genki's pants. He start teasing Genki's nipples and suck it while his right hand rubbing Genki's dick. Reno kissed him deeply.

Waaa.. I cant.. His tongue.. I feel weird.. It feels hot.

"So cute..." licking his lips while his right hand teasing Genki's nipple. Genki hiding his face with his arms and keeps panting. Reno slowly move his left hand in Genki's ass while his right hand keep pinching Genki's nipple. He thrust his one finger inside. Genki was shocked and moan loudly.

Reno's finger... It feels weird.. My whole body is so hot..

"Ah... Ahhhh, ah, ha.." Genki keeps in moaning while Reno insert another finger in his ass.
"S-Stop.. No.."
"You know Yoshihara-san, saying NO while having sex means YES." Reno grinning while looking at Genki's blushing face. In Reno's view Genki is so cute and and cant stop teasing him. Reno is getting hard already, he unzip his pants. He slowly enter Genki's ass. Genki was shocked.

"Ahh, ahh.. P-Pull it out.." pushing Reno and moan loudly. Reno start thrusting and he kissed Genki deeply.
"... Genki-san, I really like you." he whispered in Genki's ear. Genki's face are really turning red after hearing Reno called him in his name. Reno suddenly thrusting harder.

"AHHHH! S-Slowly Reno.." Genki bite his arm. Reno pulled it and asked him not to bite his hand or else it will become bruise. Reno panting and lick Genki's neck.

"... Genki-san..."
"I-I'm cum-" Genki cum so many and followed by Reno cum inside his ass. After cumming Genki was passed out. Reno was shocked and pulled out his dick in his ass panicking. Reno noticed that he is sleeping already and he sigh and feel at ease already. Reno stayed all night in Genki's apartment.

When the morning comes, Genki woke up and noticed his body full of kiss marks. Reno saw him awake already..

"Reno!! You...!"
"Ah.. Even your angry face is cute.."
"S-Shut up!"

Reno keeps teasing him and laugh at Genki.

"Genki-san, lets make another round before going to work.." he smile at Genki. Genki is blushing, he was pissed off and throw him the pillow in his face..

END