「幸せになろう」
Chapter 7 - Side story of Kazumi
At first I am the kind of person who love to associate in society. I love being with my friends talking to them.
"Ah. Kazumi. You are here."
"... Sempai, what's wrong you are sweating."
"Sorry.. I forgot to tell you about the meeting for tomorrow." "Meeting..?"
He is my sempai named Atsushi and we are in the same club. He always inform me every details about the club activities if I dont attend. He is always taking good care of me. And he looks like a big brother to me.
"Kazumi..." Hizumi poking his back.
"What?"
"Teach me here in my math subject."
"Later after I'm done with my homework.."
"Eh??? Do it faster!!"
"You are so cunning Hizumi."
My twin little brother Hizumi, we are twins but we are in different class.
"Ne.. Its about your sempai..." Hizumi poking Kazumi's face.
"What about my sempai? And stop poking face I cant concentrate in my homework."
"Isn't that guy always tagging along with you always?"
"Huh? Why you asked?"
"Well, he seems acting weird when he always saw you." Hizumi keep on poking in Kazumi's face.
"Its just your imagination. Plus stop poking my face I said or else I wont teach you in your homework."
Hizumi just looking at me everytime. Always worrying about me.
This is my everyday life when I am with my brother Hizumi.
As my every day life I always attend my subjects everyday and club sometimes.
I am getting along with my classmates, friends and with my club members specially with Atsushi-sempai.But a months ago..
"Is Kazumi didn't attend the club again?" Atsushi asked the club members.
"Yeah. He skipped again."
"Where that guy went?"
I dont have any idea that sempai is looking for me. He knew that where I can find. He found me in the rooftop sitting there. I was surprised that he came.
"Sempai? What's wrong?" I asked him.
"... You skipped the club again."
"Ah.. Sorry. I am not feeling well."
"Are you sick?" he went close with Kazumi and he used his head to look for the body temperature of Kazumi in the forehead.
I just close my eyes and I feel sempai's breathing. He suddenly pushed me and I saw his face are all red. I didn't noticed that he was looking at me while I closed my eyes.
"Sempai..?"
"... S-Sorry. You have a sick. Did you tell this to your brother?" he is still blushing.
"No. He will just worried too much if I tell about it."
I saw sempai looking at me. I was curious but he is looking at me with lust.
"Sempai... Are you alright? You look red."
"Eh??? I am ok." he keep on looking at Kazumi and he gulp.
I am curious about sempai's action. He keep looking at me in red face and I thought my fever suddenly passed to him.
He went close to me.
"K-Kazumi! Go out with me!" he confessed to Kazumi.
"... Huh? But isn't that we are going out already everyday?"
"Thats not what I mean... I mean.. Is to go out with me as my l-lover.." Atsushi's face are all red.
I become speechless after hearing it. I was shocked and dont know what to answer.
"Its fine.. You can answer me anytime. Just think for it first."
"Sempai.. Are you serious?"
"Eh..? I am serious."
"If then.. Its ok for me to go out with you...?"
I saw his happy face after saying those words.
I saw sempai's face all red. I never thought that sempai has a feeling for me since then. I started going out with him and he tells me everything about when he started liking me.
I like sempai too.. If not I wont go out to him. I am happy to be with him.
Hizumi noticed already about our relationship and he just keeps silent about it. I trust him for being silent.
Five months have passed and I am still going out with my sempai. We already done doing about sex stuffs. The last time we do it sempai is not in the mood.
Few days passed. Sempai called me in the rooftop. I dont have an idea that someone is following me until I reached the rooftop.
"Sempai you called me here? Is there something wrong?" Kazumi asked him.
"I need to talk to you."
I saw sempai with a serious face.
"Kazumi. Lets break up."
I was shocked after hearing those words. I just make a fake smile after hearing it.
"W-What do you mean about that sempai? Are you joking right?" Kazumi clenched his hands.
"Im not. I want you to break up with me."
"But why?!"
"Why...? .... I have a girlfriend and she is pregnant."
I was shocked. It was hurt. My tears suddenly fall.
"G-Girlfriend..? But you said that you loved me sempai.. And when did you have a girlfriend?"
"Since before... I confessed to you."
"... So you are just playing with me since before..?"
Sempai wont look at me. I keep on crying and cant see his face properly.
"Sempai.. You said you love me.. But why?"
I keep on asking him many times. My tears wont stop.
"I-I was just being seduced by you! Thats why.. Plus.. I want a family I want a kid.." he clenched his both hands.
I just clenched my hands. I am so stupid for loving him. I run and my tears wont stop. I dont know what face that sempai making right now.
While I am running in the hallway Hizumi saw me he called me but I ignore him and keep on running. He followed me and keep on calling my name. Hizumi grab my hand.
"Kazumi.. What's wrong? Why are you crying?" Hizumi is worried about Kazumi.
I look at Hizumi. I hug him and cried at him. Hizumi just hug me back. People in the school looking to us.
I skipped school the next day. Only Hizumi who went in the school to attend the class. I keep staying on my room and keep on thinking about what my sempai said to me.
When Hizumi got home..
"Kazumi.. You and your sempai.." Hizumi suddenly stop.
"Please dont asked.."
Hizumi seems he wants something to say to me.
Hizumi keep worrying about me. He wont tell a word about it again and he keeps talking to me in a joke way. I am depressed and I Hizumi always look at me in worried face every time I dont react in his jokes.
Two days later, I attend school again.
Sempai passed by and I act that I dont know him. I heard people gossiping about me.
"Did you heard? That Kazumi seduced his sempai?"
"Really?"
"Yeah and they just broke up few days ago.."
I want to cry. I dont know who was the one who make that gossips that I am the one who seduced sempai. That rumors leaked inside the school. Because of that rumors. All my friends, classmates and club members keep avoiding me.
Because of that rumors.. I always skipped class after that. I always want to be alone in my room and Hizumi keeps worrying about me.
I once decided to kill myself but Hizumi stop me.
"What are you doing... Kazumi!" Hizumi is crying while hugging Kazumi.
I keep on crying. I feel Hizumi hugging me thight.
"Dont kill yourself just because of that.. Please I'm begging you."
I feel uneasy. That time if Hizumi didn't stop me..
After that day happened I keep on attending the class. I decided to be alone. I endure every gossips and bad mouthing about me in that school until we are graduate.
After the graduation ceremony I saw sempai and he went towards me.
"... Kazumi. I-"
I left him without saying a words. I dont know what face he make when I left him.
I decided not to tag along again to others because I will just hurt myself.I keep that words in my mind until I enter university.
I have a quiet life now. I decided to live alone by myself and Hizumi sometimes visit me in my apartment. I took part time job for my daily expenses and start with my university.
But my life suddenly changed when I meet Tatsuya Shino...
