Anata dake Dakishimetai 2

「貴方だけ抱きしめたい」I want to hug only you

Chapter 2

It was two weeks already when the last time I meet Sakurai. Its been a while I saw him. We don't have a contacts nor seeing each other after what happened five years ago.

The sudden meet between us become worst. We just fought and hurt each other. I still remember what face he makes that time.

I went for a vacation in an hot spring with my boyfriend to relax. Even I want to relax I cant forget Sakurai's face that day. I want to apologize to him but I don't know how. I don't have any contacts to him. But it was a coincidence, we saw each other again. I saw Sakurai inside the hot spring. I was shocked. He saw me with my boyfriend Wataru. I thought he will talk to me but he act like he don't know me. He just passed by while bowing his head. It was too hurt. He snob me like a strangers to him. Wataru saw my pale face, he asked me what happened to me. Wataru don't know what Sakurai's face but he only knows him by name.

I know I cant bring back the memories I have before, but honestly I still like Sakurai even I am going out with other guys. All my mind filled with him that I want to forget but I cant. Its was to difficult for me to do that.

That day was move too fast. When the next morning come, I woke up early. Wataru is still sleeping. I went outside to have a fresh air when I suddenly saw Sakurai sitting in a small area while smoking. He was surprised when he saw me and I was the same when I saw him looking at me. I act that I don't know him, I went back and take some walk in other place but he stop me. He grab my right hand.

"... Wait Yukito!"
"W-What?!"

I cant look at his face. I cant stop but to blush. I never thought he will see me looking at him.

"I want to talk to you.." Sakurai slowly whisper his words to me. I look at him and saw his serious face that he want to talk something to me. I don't have choice but to agree with it.

I guess it will be ok since Wataru is still sleeping...

"... But just make it faster. What are we going to talk about then?"

He look at me at first, then he avoided my sight. I don't know what he is thinking. He asked me to changed place where no one can see us. I just followed him. We stop in not crowded place. I asked him again the same question. He look at me straight..

"Last night, is that your boyfriend?" Sakurai asked me without hesitation.
"Y-Yes, why you asked?"

He cant look at me straight. He whisper and I didn't hear what he said. I asked him to repeat what he said. He look at me smiling yet he seems so hurt. He apologized to me.

"Why are you apologizing to me?" I asked him.
"... Nothing.."

I was so curious about it. I saw him clenching his both hands and he wont look at my face. I heard Wataru's voice calling me and I was shocked. Sakurai noticed Wataru so he passed by and whisper to me..

"I'm sorry.."

He apologized again to me. I don't know but I feel my chest is so tight. I don't know why he is apologizing to me. I just look back at him and when I look back I didn't see any trace of Sakurai.

Wataru look at me and asked me who I am talking with. I thought he will get mad again because of it.

After lunch we checked out in the hot spring. I keep looking in my surroundings and I keep looking for Sakurai, but I cant find him.

I guess he left already..

"What's wrong?" Wataru asked me.
"Nothing.."

We left that hot spring without knowing what was Sakurai really wanted to say to me. He just keep apologizing to me and until now I am curious about it.

It was four days past after that second meeting. I am now assigned in a new project at my work, that will took a short time and I need to cooperate with the other company that has a connection to us. I am starting my new project today. I went early in my work. My boss introduced me with the other workers that I am going to work with for a short time.

"Ah.. Isaki-kun this guy will be the one who is in charge in the new project. He is Kurosawa Yukito."

I was shocked, we're both shocked. I was suddenly become speechless when I saw Sakurai's face. My boss saw me and asked me what happened to me that I am look pale.

"N-Nothing.. I am fine.." I replied in a low voice while I am sweating.

Sakurai act again that we don't know each other. He introduced himself to me and reach his hand to me.

"I am looking forward to your cooperation." he smiled at me while shaking my hand.
"Same here..."

My hand are shaking, I don't know if he notice it or not but I am nervous. I cant look to him properly. I don't know what will happen to me in this short time in this company..