Mata Kimi ni Koishikutte 1

「また君に恋しくって」Chapter 1

".... Let's end this relationship.."

That was the last words I heard from him. The words that remained until now in my mind and heart that wont fade away. I want to forget everything happened in the past. I want to forget him as soon as possible, but even five years have been passed, those words wont fade away. It was like those words are jailed in my heart that cant leave.

Just to forget him, I fell in love again. But this love is different from what was in my past.

"Nakano-san... I-I like you.."

I give all my courage just to confessed to him. I am ready what will happen, even if he dump me I wont regret that I confessed to him. I'm sure he was surprised when I confessed to him.

I cant face him, I keep my face bowing while waiting to his answer. I don't know what face what he is making while I confessed to him.

"... You want me to date you?" he replied.

After hearing his response I just keep blushing and don't know what should I say but nod my head.

My hearts keep pumping when I heard his reply, I was so happy that the pumping wont stop. He grab my face and he suddenly kissed. Its surprised me. I was speechless and cant say a word.

When someone came he pulled out his hand in my face, I was surprised.

"Let's go back.. Break time is done." he added.

I just nodded my head and back to my work.

The guy I confessed with is my boss in editing department. I fell in love with him when I started working here in this company. It was year ago. I thought that this feelings will be forever keep.

After confessing, only that words I heard from him. I don't care if he don't like me, I am used to it. But being left again without a reason really hurts.

It was already 9 o'clock in the evening when I our work finished. It was raining. I am already in my way out when Nakano-san called me out.

"Are you going home now?" he asked.
".. Y-Yes.."
"Let's go toge-" he stop when someone called him.
"Ah, Nakano-san, work done?" a girls from other department spoke to him.
"Ah.."
"Good work today." the girl replied.

I was speechless and keep quiet, but honestly I feel jealous that Nakano-san speak normal to them.

"Let's go for a drink today?" the girl offer Nakano.
"... Well.."

Why are you looking at me...?

I avoid his sight. I act that I didn't hear anything. Nakano accepted the offer from the girls. The girls are so happy after hearing Nakano's answer.

I remember, Nakano-san is so popular to girls in other department.

"Why don't you join us too, MIzuno?"
"... Eh?.... Sorry, but I'm going home... I'm leaving first.."

I left them. They keep looking at me while I am leaving.

I don't want to go with Nakano-san if I am with those girls..

I don't know what face that Nakano making that time. It was morning when I went to my work. Nakano as usuall he is so early in the morning. I greeted all my coworker and greeted me back.

".. Sorry for the intrude, is Mizuno-san is here?"

Someone came from the accounting department and he is looking for Mizuno.

I stand up and asked him what he is wants from me. Nakano keep looking to them while talking. The guy from the accounting apartment asked me for a work.

"The system is broke. My boss asked me to go here and looked for you. He asked me to do a favor..." the guy said.
".. I see.. I will go right now." I replied.

When suddenly Nakano appeared between their conversations.

"I'll go too." Nakano said.
"Eh? Nakano-san.. Mizuno-san will be back after fixing the system..."
"Huh...? I know.. You guys always borrowing him every time there's a problem in your department.. Well he is not one of your member, so find another to fix your problems.."
"... Uhm.."
"Its fine Nakano-san, I am willing to do it. I am not forcing myself though.." Mizuno utter.

Nakano look at Mizuno and sigh. He said that he will still go with him. They went to the accounting department. Everyone from accounting department looking at him blushing. Its only one thing why they always asked Mizuno to fix the system because Mizuno know more about computer programs and such things that everyone in accounting department admired him.

Nakano noticed that early when they first borrowed Mizuno. He heard it before that the boss from the accounting department asked Mizuno to changed department because of his talent. But instead Mizuno was the one to refused, Nakano did it.

Mizuno was so busy fixing their systems while Nakano waiting for him. The other members of the accounting department keep looking at him. When someone just came, member from accounting department.

"... What's happening here?" the guy asked.
"The system is having a problems so the boss asked Mizuno from editing department to fix the system."

The guy look at Mizuno. He went close where Mizuno is.

"... Seiji.." the guy called Mizuno in his first name.
"... Hmm... Ah, good morning Yamano-san." MIzuno greeted him.

... Who is this guy?

Nakano is curious about this guy named Yamano.