Amai Kuchibiru: Ore wa BL no hito ja nai!

「甘いくちびる：俺はBLの人じゃない！」
「I am not a BL person!」Spin off of Yoshi's side Chapter 8

I suddenly remembered my high school days after seeing Tamaki Yuu in the practice game. Tamaki is first guy I fell in love with.

I, Yamada Yoshiyuki, is a basketball player. Since I became second year high school in Kanie Gakuen, I met this guy name Tamaki Yuu. I saw first him looking at the bulletin board. He seems kinda different from others. When I first saw him, my first expression to him is he is a girl. But when I look at him he is really a guy. But for a guy like him with a sexy fitness and a white smooth skin.. Though I didn't even touch his skin once.

I am one year older than Tamaki. Of course we are in different year and different classroom. Every time I passed by in their room I always saw Tamaki sitting alone in the corner. No one's talking to him. I just stop in that room and stare at him from outside. One day I saw Tamaki is just seriously reading a book. He really got my attention. I saw Tamaki looking at me, I saw his face is mad.

When the class is over, I am on my way to the basketball gym to have a practice. I heard footsteps, seems someone following me. When I look back, I saw Tamaki in front of me. His stare seems so cold but it makes him cute.

".... You...! This morning you keep staring at me, right?!" Tamaki makesa scary face.

I was surprised. His angry face is so cute. He seems don't know that I am his sempai. I tease Tamaki a little. I answered him honestly in his question and added that he is so cute and I smiled at him. When I look at his face I saw a normal face of him.

No expression at all...?

Tamaki look at me. I thought he will be embarrassed if I said he is cute. But I was wrong, Tamaki punched me in my stomach. I was surprised.

"Don't call me cute! I am a guy! You idiot!"

Tamaki scolded me. I thought he will blush something like that but I was mistaken. After saying those words to me he left. The next day, I saw Tamaki walking alone in the hallway. I greet him with a smile and wave at him, but he ignores me. People looking at me. They keep murmuring. I feel so embarrassed. I am too naive and never realized it that will happened. But..

"I wont give up!"

I shouted like that, people looking at me and realized it. I blushed and continue walking. It was history class when I saw the first year are outside with there PE uniform. I saw Tamaki is there. I was surprised. I gulp suddenly when I saw him sweating, wiping his sweat with a face towel. His legs that are really white like a girl. My face is all red. The teacher asked me if I am sick since my face is red. The teacher asked me to go an infirmary room. I went and calm down myself. I take some rest but I cant forget about what I saw.

... I feel weird..

I said that I will try my best for getting alone with Tamaki. Yes I did my best. It was weeks past that I keep following Tamaki like a stalker. I followed him when I have a free time, instead doing a practice in the basketball club. I always making excuses to the coach just to saw him.

I saw Tamaki playing baseball. I never thought that Tamaki is in the baseball club. His team mates are having fun, while him practicing alone swaying his own bat. I heard someone called Tamaki's name. After calling him Tamaki look at them and someone throw a baseball ball at him. I was shocked and panic. I came to catch the ball so I appeared in front of him. But I made a mistake again, instead catching the ball, the ball reached me and it was thrown in my head and didn't notice it, Tamaki swaying his bat at me. I heard the students calling me sempai. But I lost consciousness.

When I woke up, I was in the infirmary. I heard the teacher scolding someone. I open the curtain and saw Tamaki was the one been scolded. Tamaki just keep silent. Both the teacher and Tamaki saw me that I am awake.

"So Yamada, you're awake. How's your head?" the teacher asked me.
"... Y-Yes and I am fine."

I saw Tamaki looking at me for a seconds, when I look back at him, he avoided my sight. The teacher left the room. Only me and Tamaki were left. I was nervous and I don't know what I am going to say to him.

"... Sempai...I'm sorry..."

I heard Tamaki's voice and he is apologizing at me. I am surprised and my heart skip a bit. When I look at him, I saw his hands are full of bruises. I was shocked and grab his both hands and asked him.

"What happened to your hands?"

He wont say a thing at me, even he don't look at me. I was pissed off for not answering me. I smack his head.

"Just answer me idiot!"

Tamaki was shocked when I shouted at him. He stared at me and make an angry face. Tamaki pulled out his hands at me.

"Don't call me idiot! You stiff head!"

I was speechless when Tamaki shout back at me.

Stiff head..? Me?

It was become awkward for me. I keep looking at his face but he really wont look back at me. I apologized to Tamaki for grabbing his hand so he will look at me, but even a glimpse he wont look at me. I almost gave up to speak a word to him. But..

"Its your fault..."
"... My fault?" Yoshi pointing himself.

I asked him why is it my fault. He scolded me that, I will not have wounded if I didn't appeared that time. I saw his hands shivering. I thought he will cry.

"... You're really an idiot appearing like that.."

I was touched to his words, being worried about me. I smiled at him and pat his head.

"... Well I am a stiff head after all.."
"YES. YOU ARE."

I was shocked when Tamaki bluntly say it to me with a straight face. My heart is broken. But I was still happy that Tamaki is worried about me that time. And I almost forgot his hands full of bruises. I asked him again. As usual he bluntly answered me.

"I've beaten those brats outside who are teasing me."

I was shocked to hear that. I become speechless. So this is why he was scolded by the teacher. Tamaki looks at me and I saw him looking at me.

"... But I never thought you are a sempai."
"Eh? Why?"
"Because you are an airhead for being a second year."

I am definitely having a broken hearted. After calling me a stiff head now he is calling me an airhead.

What a rude brat?!

I keep my temper for Tamaki's sake. I just make an idiotic smile in front of him. He look at me and asked my name.

"... My name? Yamada Yoshiyuki.."
"Then.. Yoshi, stop with that idiotic smile. It creep me out."
"..... You brat! You are really rude! Just don't called me by my name and make it short!"
"Aren't that nice? I want to be friend with you."

I was surprised when Tamaki said that to me. My anger were vanished and touched to his words again. I want to hug him. When I was about to hug him. I heard my bones cracked.

"By the way, don't come closer too much at me. Since I don't swing in that way. Stalker!"

I just want to hug him but my bones in my hands are cracked. I was really a broken hearted. I don't know how he knows I am stalking him. But I am really happy to be friend with him.

I guess I'll go call the teacher to heal my hands...


And months past. I become friend with Tamaki. He wont call me sempai anymore but keep calling me Yoshi. I am always with him in my free time. He sometimes go watch me in my practice, and it really makes me happy. But, I am still not used to that guy for being a sadist.

We're become so close to each other. I know a sort of details of Tamaki's life even though he is not the type to tell anyone about it. I came to know about Tamaki. I asked him that why he is not getting along with his classmates and also to others. He stopped for a seconds.

".... I just don't like to be friends to them since I don't like seeing the same face of a person everyday."

I was clueless what Tamaki means about that. But instead asking him, I let it be. No one is so close to Tamaki but only me.

So it was months ago when Tamaki got a girlfriend. I am really shocked seeing those two become so lovey dovey so I also look for a girlfriend. But only two months we are broke up for saying to my girlfriend that I was in love with Tamaki. I received a slapped from her and when Tamaki hear about slapping me, he keeps laughing at me until he was tired on it. I cant tell the reason to him why that girl slapped me, because the reason is you Tamaki. After a months Tamaki broke up with his girlfriend for having an affair.

I already graduate in that school and I left Tamaki alone. That day when I graduate I didn't see Tamaki, but I received a message from him.

"Congratulation, sempai."

I am happy and touched to his words again.

"I am the most happiest man if he will say it in front of me."

I am talking alone when someone kick my ass. When I look back with an angry face. I saw Tamaki is there.

"Don't say that thing, you creep me out."

Tamaki is smiling at me. He once again congratulate me. My days with him in my high school life is really so fun. I cant forget it.

He is still the Tamaki I like.. He never change.


Yoshi is grinning alone and blushing, standing holding the ball while practicing basketball when the coach suddenly smack his head. Yoshi and the coach keep arguing.

I regret for not confessing my feelings to him, but this will be a good choice for me. I don't want Yuu will hate me. I will just cheer him in his new love.


END