"Please give me an answer.. If I heard your reason why maybe I'll give up already.."
Yes, it was happened last year. This is my ex-boyfriend, Nagai Ryusuke. My kouhai in my previous university. He confess to me when I was on 3rd year already. He's 3 years younger than me..
We start going out about 3 years but..
"Let's break up." Ishii said to Ryusuke.
"E-eh..? What is it again Ishii-san?"
"I said lets break up."
"B-but why..?"
"No reason."
"No reason? You must have a reason why you want to break up with me, right? Did I do something bad to you that you dont like..? Please tell me.." he grab Ishii's hand.
"I said that no reason." he pulls away his hand.
Ryusuke became speechless..
"If you dont have something to tell then I'll go now. " Ishii said and turns away.
"W-wait Ishii-san!"
Ishii shut the door. Ryusuke didn't reached his hand and he starts to cry..
Its not that I dont have a reason why did I broke up with him.. It was.. I'm too much complicated living with him. I dont know the whole reason but I want to broke up with him and left him. I hide myself to him so that he cant find me..
I did it but it was a coincidence to meet him in the fast food and grab me..
"Ishii-san please.. Let me hear your answer.. Please." Ryusuke beg for Ishii.
"I said I dont have a reason.."
"I know there's a reason about leaving me.. So please..!"
"Tch! You're persistent, are you? Then I'll give you my answer! I dont have feeling for you already got it..?!"
Its not true, actually...
Ryusuke become speechless and make a lonely face. He cant take a look in Ishii's eyes..
"... I.. See.." he replied with a low voice.
Ishii is looking at him.
"I'm sorry.. If I forced you to tell me your answer.." he make a fake smile while rubbing his head.
"... Its fine..." Ishii replied while looking in his eyes.
"T-then I'm going now. Bye" Ryusuke left.
"Ah- Wait." he didn't reached Ryusuke.
The rain comes and Ishii is still in the place where they talked.
"Why...? Its like it hurts me when I saw his face.." Ishii utter to himself.
"Ishii-san.. " Ryusuke is crying while lying in his bed..
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